Oh my god. we only have 4 weeks to live. We are running out of water. Luckily, at the begginig of mars me and Samir had an idea to convert waste into water. Good thing im a plumber! I dont want to die. Pepe has been counting down the days until he can come or until i come home. I dont want him to have to stop because of a dead daddy. i realy want to see his face one more time if im gonna die. I want to be strong and be happy looking if i do. I hope i live to see him again. My keyboard is wet from crying. Im just gonna be strong and live as long as possable. I realy miss my wonderful wife and great son and dog. Pepe, i want you to know i love you and that you i may not be here for real but i will always be here in your heart. I love you so much. This may be my last entry. Im crying and i think i need a new laptop. My fingers are slipping off the keys.